at this point in my life i feel hopeless.
I have no where to go that wouldn't eventually kill me inside.
My parents house will kill me.
I tell my sister I'll be kicked out soon i need help and i get nothing.
It doesn't feel like anyone cares.
I want a home.
I want to rest my eyes.
I don't want to stress about my housing anymore.
For years I've stressed over this.
For 22years I've never known who i am.
I thought maybe i did but i don't.
Who am I?
I have no hope for my life
I want to die
I want to give up on the idea that if i keep trying long enough something good can happen.
Please understand i am tired.
I want to sleep, forever.
I am not made for this stress.
I hope no one holds this against me if i ever do it.
