Everything and everyone seems to be walking right past me meanwhile I'm in this frozen state of nothingness.. I feel as though my very being is fading away by the minute.. I've become involved with a certain someone and I am now doubting whether or not that was a good idea. It feels as though I've been tricked, I was treated so swell in the beginning and now I am nearly shown any affection. It's very detrimental, I over think so much and this situation is just not ideal for me. Why won't you speak to me? It's like you don't even want to talk anymore, it's only been a few days that this has been happening but I don't know.. I just want to sink in the floor the way your hand sinks into a Tempur-pedic bed.. whatever I guess, who I am to expect more than what I've been given..
