Is this manipulation? How am i suppose to feel? Suddenly, i can’t tell anymore. Your words flow deep within my mind, and my feelings overshadow the situation. So i spare you with forgiveness and pour my heart out like a can of worms. Only to go through it over and over again like a rollercoaster. I should be the one hurting and playing the victim card, but you take that away from me and keep it all to yourself. Give me some, for i am the victim, and not you. Why won’t you change, i thought it was all there? Everything you needed and wanted.. You said so yourself. What is so different? Why do i feel that i have to change myself to please the needs of thee.. my mind feels like scrambled eggs and my heart is aching like a migraine. Am i too young to understand? What do i do? Someone tell me, because i haven’t a clue. - c.f
