who am i

 at this point in my life i feel hopeless.

I have no where to go that wouldn't eventually kill me inside.

My parents house will kill me. 

I tell my sister I'll be kicked out soon i need help and i get nothing. 

It doesn't feel like anyone cares.

I want a home. 

I want to rest my eyes. 

I don't want to stress about my housing anymore.

For years I've stressed over this.

For 22years I've never known who i am. 

I thought maybe i did but i don't.

Who am I?

I have no hope for my life 

I want to die

I want to give up on the idea that if i keep trying long enough something good can happen.

Please understand i am tired.

I want to sleep, forever.

I am not made for this stress. 

I hope no one holds this against me if i ever do it.