Feeling abused and used.
Can this all be a dream, please?
My first true love became someone who hurt me the most.
How do i combat the pain when i see your face everyday.
We’re not together anymore and it’s only been about a month, but damn that feels like forever.
Each day my souls weakens and my depression grows.
For i don’t know what i did to deserve this.
I did my best. I gave you everything.
Every last bit of my heart. I’m so confused and hurt... I’ve always been hurt by others growing up, and now you’ve played a part. You. The one who was suppose to protect me.
You took away my purity. I've never a had relationship where i showed who i was, gave my all, and loved the hardest i ever have. I displayed my heart on the table. I let you dissect every piece of me and swallow it up. I’m laying here with a headache while i write this. Frankly, i don’t know what to do anymore. You aren’t sure of what you want, you aren’t the romantic boy i used to know, you.. idk. Did i ever know you?. I like to think i did. This smart and charming boy. Someone full of potential. I saw your kindness, your heart, your feelings. I felt them. I had hope because i felt and saw those things. They helped me overlook the pain you bestowed upon my life... but idk.... for once, i truly don’t know what to do in terms with us. Do i wait? Do i leave?.. they both hurt.. but will things change? Will they remain the same? Will i be stronger? Or will I remain weak?.. I’m so sad. I cry everyday. My heart, it’s been damaged by so many. I want to beg someone or something to help me. I feel so shattered, so lost. So alone.. very alone. Alone... - c.f
Can this all be a dream, please?
My first true love became someone who hurt me the most.
How do i combat the pain when i see your face everyday.
We’re not together anymore and it’s only been about a month, but damn that feels like forever.
Each day my souls weakens and my depression grows.
For i don’t know what i did to deserve this.
I did my best. I gave you everything.
Every last bit of my heart. I’m so confused and hurt... I’ve always been hurt by others growing up, and now you’ve played a part. You. The one who was suppose to protect me.
You took away my purity. I've never a had relationship where i showed who i was, gave my all, and loved the hardest i ever have. I displayed my heart on the table. I let you dissect every piece of me and swallow it up. I’m laying here with a headache while i write this. Frankly, i don’t know what to do anymore. You aren’t sure of what you want, you aren’t the romantic boy i used to know, you.. idk. Did i ever know you?. I like to think i did. This smart and charming boy. Someone full of potential. I saw your kindness, your heart, your feelings. I felt them. I had hope because i felt and saw those things. They helped me overlook the pain you bestowed upon my life... but idk.... for once, i truly don’t know what to do in terms with us. Do i wait? Do i leave?.. they both hurt.. but will things change? Will they remain the same? Will i be stronger? Or will I remain weak?.. I’m so sad. I cry everyday. My heart, it’s been damaged by so many. I want to beg someone or something to help me. I feel so shattered, so lost. So alone.. very alone. Alone... - c.f
