Bombarded

Negative thoughts implode my mind with every right turn I️ attempt to make.
I️ often wonder when will my negativity end and where does my positivity begin.
As much as I️ think, I️ never seem to use my brain.
I️ overwhelm myself with temporary problems,
making them feel like an eternity and for what?.
For nothing, possibly for my own entertainment.
A mind set of “let’s see how far you can push yourself into the deep end”.
With no thought or care for consequence, with no care for ones self.
How interesting I️t is to know how much I️ value my worth and not care about I️t..
I am longing for self love & serenity, maybe then will my positivity begin.
- c.f

Migraine

With every pound of the head, I️ am closer to ripping my head off.
I️ can feel every thump throughout my body, hell I can even hear I️t.
Now I️ must rest my head, lay on my back, and close my eyes..
I️ love this, because just maybe I️ can actually fade away for a little.
Fade away from reality, from every predicament I️ am facing.
So I️t begins, slowly I️ am sinking into my bed, losing my mind.
Weakness continues to prosper within myself,
destroying every ounce of strength I have.
Lose your mind charisma, LOSE IT!.
Keep your eyes closed and continue to dissolve.
Float away in the universe and watch everyone else move on.
-c.f